I was looking forward to the so called golden years, but whoever said the golden years were your best years needs to rephrase that and say to some people the last part of your life may be the best. As to others and mine, it isnt. My has been the worse and to be honest, I never thought it could get worse from years past. But as the old saying goes, NEVER SAY NEVER. It would be so nice to have my immediate family to at least speak or talk decent to me, ( excluding John, Mike and Jessie), see them once in a while or at least get a quick phone call that was pleasant, be able to spend quality time with my grandchildren, have Sunday family dinners again once in a while, not be sad or lonely, not be disabled, not to have George working so hard and so far beyond his health issues and the list is still many. I am a Christian, and have been for a long time, but even Christians get sad or cry. I have realized how right my mom always was. She always said, As long as I have God with me, all that other stuff doesnt matter because He is going to be my Dad, my family, my friend, my provider and my comforter, and that cannot be taken away from me. No one or anything else matters. If people dont want you in their life, after trying for so long, you have to back away in love in order to let God do what He needs in your life as well as theirs. Trying to keep my mind focused on not only her words, but Gods words and start moving forward again even though some days may be rough. Id say my mom was one smart godly woman and when anyone says, You are just like your mom, that is the greatest compliment I could ever receive. So as of today, I will be doing my best to take one moment at a time with God by my side.
Posted on: Tue, 02 Sep 2014 15:07:54 +0000
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