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I was told last night that a man that means so very much to me was proud of me. That statement made my heart soar but also a new feeling in my heart that Ive never experienced before. A true peace and a true understanding of a lot of things all at one time. My whole life I have felt like I had to take on the world. I had to conquer everything on my own because I was the only one who could fight my personal battles. The past 7 years of my life have been the hardest years of my life. Ive had to say goodbye for now to the two people that were my champions in life, Ive been trough many emotional train wrecks, and I have made more than my fair share of mistakes. Last night on my way home from work my heart felt so full and so peaceful as I thought about the past 7 years and my mind for a minute just didnt comprehend what my heart was feeling. How in the world could I feel so much joy while thinking about so much chaos? Let me tell you what I finally, truly, completely understood last night. I have been so blessed! The storm of the past 7 years may have broken me but my God has picked up all those broken pieces of me and put them back together again! Everything good and positive in my life are blessings from God, I have done nothing to deserves the blessings that have been gifted to me but through the storm, the heartache and the numerous mistakes God was handing me tools to teach me, tools to reshape me and piece by piece He was rebuilding me! I for the first time in my life understand that all those years I felt like I was taking on the world alone I was NEVER alone. Dusty told me last night that Robert and I will be a powerful examples to many. My immediate response was the only example I can be is an example of what NOT to do and be. Last night on my way home what I realized is my storm is the PERFECT EXAMPLE of what my God can do! No matter what is wrong in your life GIVE IT TO GOD. No matter how defeated, deflated, beaten or broken you feel if you have faith in God, He can rebuild you too!
Posted on: Sun, 20 Jul 2014 18:31:28 +0000

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