I went to see my dad yesterday to see how he was holding out because he has been diagnosed with cancer. Things havent been easy for me because I had lost someone so special on the 3rd April 2010 my mum. As I was about to walk through the gate I noticed there was childrens toys in the garden and then noticed that carol the next door neighbour looking out of her bedroom windows I looked up at her and said is my dad she looked down at me and said didnt you know love but your dad Im sorry to say had died four weeks ago all day yesterday I have been walking around trying to pluck up the courage to go see my sister cos I had walked away for 6 years afther losing mum. When I finally plucked up the courage to call round she nearly callapsed on the floor to see me on the other side of the door when she opened the door having missed me so much she said where have you been and I told her I have been walking around for 6 years in a daze not been able to cope I love you so much little sis Ive missed you so much she told me to come In so I did then she went into the kitchen were. She made me a hot cup of coffee. We began to talk about mum and I said I hadnt been to her grave as I said that she replied. What. Do you mean dad had said that he needed to find £2000.500 for mums headstone as I thought he had done that I said internment and that I thought he had scatted mums ashes around her head stone she replied no love mum ups there next to dad I looked up to the shelf to she both mum and dads ashes together its blown me away. Ive woken up today right now Im sat on the end of the bed alone I cant stop crying because today its my birthday and I miss mum and dad so much.
Posted on: Thu, 02 Oct 2014 08:34:12 +0000
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