I will be honest that I am upset with not being able to bouncing back faster then I thought I would. I am very frustrated because I know that I have to take in my thoughts much slower and be gentle with myself. Slow motion is not for me and I am so tired of not being at my mark. So today out of nowhere I just wanted to cry, subconsciously I was releasing and at work. It is so flippin hard to walk your souls path, go through all the mess then release heal taking in more light codes and repeat! Having to do this at work has been one of my biggest challenges. Trying to live my life as a medium in public is very hard and worse when it comes to a professional life. It is very easy to shut down and guard yourself. I am actually doing that right now due to the current things going on in my life that have my personal life consumed. I have puffed up my aura to help safeguard myself during this time so I dont get blindsided. I am still not going to book any personal readings this month because I need more down time to heal. I do plan to go to the Transform Your Soul Center next month and re-balance and see if by then I can snap out of it. Right now all messages given to me have been for me. My higher self has taken over as my guide are standing near by while I go through this. I am still very angry and need to be alone while I can heal this and not make things worse, as much as I taunt the idea of make thing worse I know better (gritting my teeth). All I can do right now is take things slow and breathe. Meditation hermit style is much needed for me because things are not the same no more and everything will continue to shake up till nothing I know is real anymore. Many of us knew this going in the way we did and have been preparing for a long time. I keep in perspective that I am here for a purpose and as I make BIG MOVES of karma that this universe and everything with in it is too. And that NOW is the time we all will feel the influences of cosmic energies. What sucks is that we all right now have to rely on each other because so much is kept from us. And we have to filter this built up reality around us. All the hustle and bustle of the world is the noise to hide the suffering that is going on and it is loud right now. These are things to ponder as we go into late fall and into winter. We are to retreat and go with in where the answers are, Winter Solstice will be here soon! ~Shawna Bridges
Posted on: Wed, 05 Nov 2014 00:59:18 +0000
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