I will start by saying. Please do not tell me how sorry you are for me. I am not looking for sympathy, just understanding, why I am not the girl you knew a year ago. Almost a year ago I lost my best friend Paige, and a little boy I became to love so much, little Ethan Page. It took many months to go on, but I never stopped hurting. Well last week we lost my Uncle Jim to cancer. My youngest Uncle Ricky came out to pick up scrap metal last week, and was in so much pain, but he worked through it, and never complained. Today I got word that my father in law had hospice called in and less than 2 months. It didnt end there, I called my uncle Rickys number to check on him only to have his girlfriend tell me that his cancer has moved up His back and in both hips. My heart just broke for her, as she cried like a baby, and well so did I! They live in a weekly hotel room, and I would love for them to move in with me. That way they have food every night, and no stress. You see people I dont have much, but I have changed, you can hate me, but I have learned what is important. Its the people I love, and I am willing to give up everything for them. I see healthy people on here complain about their aches and pains, only to post them doing things that would make their so called pain worse. I guess they have never been faced with real pain! Not pain you are in because you have aches, because i have those everyday with my job.....but the pain you feel when your friends, and family are dyeing. My whole point is if you have minor aches, a few financial problems. GET OVER IT!!!! There is some one out there fighting for their last breath and tomorrow it might be you!
Posted on: Sun, 18 May 2014 01:59:09 +0000