I wish I were a butterfly so I could fly away from here from all my struggles and depression I see no end in sight, with all the colors they possess I wish I could hide, from all my stress my struggle with my life is getting the best of me I hate the way you look at me, in your eyes Im always wrong oh how I wish I could be strong, strong enough to fly away from here to get away from all my fear, Ive dreamed that one day you will take me away hide me so no-one knows where Iam, just so you dont have to share me, why are you so mean sometimes I just dont understand you. you make excuses for your actions and your words seer into me like daggers, I hate you. yet I feel sorry for you I just need to get away from the ones who say I love you, cuz theyre the ones who hurt you the most and they say oh Im sorry but you made me do it. what on earth did I do too deserve this treatment from you, I get nothing but pain then you just ignore me completely, like I dont exist wtf dont you get me I have needs just like you. dont you see I feel were thru Im in agony, in my fragile world I feel like nothing in this realm I feel Im getting darker by the day, but you dont see it cuz you dont care anyway. as long as I do what Im told act like you want everything is fine. but when I stand up you push me down again Im not sure if I can go there again. my love is weak my hate is getting stronger Ive tried talking to you but you get angry and then it starts all over. I know that look cuz Ive seen it come at me so I shut myself off to the world around me, I try not to feel but Im still in agony oh goddess of pain plz come rescue me out of all this misery, have I not suffered enough tragedy. this is hell and I look up but I see no light only dust, it fills my eyes with sadness I cant even cry cuz your my madness. your the one who keeps me locked in chains but one day Ill find the key to unlock all the chains that bind me. I know when I do youll come after me like you always do but this next time Ill disappear in the shadows of all my fears. The butterfly has spoken My Siox Cherokee princess is starting to awaken
Posted on: Thu, 25 Sep 2014 01:41:26 +0000
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