I wish there was a way to fix the void of my emptiness without my husband. I miss him, more than ever before.. Im laying in our bed.. In our home.. With our things and little by little its tearing me apart. I wish that I could look into his eyes and feel his love radiating towards me.. I wish I could caress his face like I have countless times and give him the most gentle, loving, and meaningful kiss. I love him and my heart hurts for him to be home. Im so, so sorry for not being online.. Im so busy with work, school, and the disappointment of getting discharged. It breaks my heart knowing that right now, Im in no shape to fully understand and advise you wonderful women. But I promise you, things are going to get better, and I am not going to leave your side.. Im now just Izzy, Im no longer apart of this great Army that I love dearly.. Due to many reasons and unforeseeable disadvantages.. I have extremely flat feet, and tendinitis which would prohibit me from completing and conquering the 2 miles needed to pass a pt test successfully. I have physical therapy which will hopefully strengthen and rebuild the collapsed arch, and if and when that happens I will enlist again as active duty. Until then, I am just a spouse like many of you, and Im excited for this journey. :) Yours truly, Izzy A. :)
Posted on: Thu, 02 Oct 2014 04:57:15 +0000