I wish to publicly apologize for offending any of you during the 17 week BTR series. Geralyn St Joseph was brave enough to venture into unknown territory with me on a very deep and highly misunderstood and controversial journey. Facing ones own shadow is extremely intense and takes incredible strength, persistence and commitment to one self. Taking people into this space on a live radio show is not easy - there are energy imprints in the collective, familial, cultural and planetary fields that get triggered. Also, going to point out that talking about ones shadow actually engages it and brings these disowned aspects of self to life. Willing to share that my barriers and edges came up on this journey and I did not have the tools to dissolve them in the moment. And if you are on a live radio show, this can certainly present a dilemma. I do wish to convey that my commitment to assisting people in uncovering their essence was and is real. Having to move with that level of intensity with an unknown audience on an acoustically challenging platform was not a kind experience. I have found that vulnerability and transparency are great buzzwords and they are certainly getting thrown around a lot. However, to actually live from this space is almost as terrifying as the terror that creates the reactions, the nervous system glitches and the armor/barriers. At least, it begins that way. I am happy to say that the dissolving is creating more space for me to just be with the terror. I begun a deeper journey of mentoring with an amazing woman who can create a coherent space for me while I uncoil. This is what my sound events and sessions have been offering others. It just took time for me to allow myself to have my own breakthrough. I will continue to post articles and inspiring people who are contributing to a new paradigm birthing. I wish each and every one of you well being, wholeness and joy on your journey of self-discovery!
Posted on: Sun, 14 Sep 2014 02:18:33 +0000
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