I wish tonight I Got the 100% percent everything is good. His CT and chest back Abnormal. There are two concerning spots that need further Look at. I dont know what to really to say but to pray and pray some more. Prestun needs another MRI done for his liver. They need to rule out the lesions on it arent Neuroblastoma. As well he has a lymph node in the back side of his abdomen that is slightly enlarge. They are hoping its either sign of infections or possible side effect of the spinal radiation. I sat there today like another truck hit me. Like hearing in the back ground the Semi horn and it hitting you all the same time. My mind was racing trying to gather my thoughts and get ready to ask some questions. I know this Cancer well maybe as well as My doctor but with my research and my traveling across the US learning about this monster. I know a lot maybe sometimes to much. What came out of mouth today . I told him today .Im Freak out , Frustrated. No matter how much I learn and educate myself and try to stay head. I cant stop this beast. Terrible feeling that I feel like I cant fix or help Prestun. I refuse to allow it to win. I will never back down and always fight . Now you ask yourself what does this all mean well more test to rule it all out. Tomorrow Prestun still has Mri of the brain and Mri of the spine. We are doing on Friday another Mri of the liver to see what they think it is. If they think its Neuorblastoma. Prestun will go for a biopsy . Still working on the other issue how to follow up at best. They arent saying its cancer but they cant say 100% percent its not. Please Pray hard for Prestun rest of the week. I hope to have everything together by Friday or Monday would be the latest. Prestun spirits are really good and he has no idea whats go on. I would like to keep it that way . He deserve to be a little boy at this point . Let me do all the worrying for him. Thank you everyone for the support and prayers. We always say it . We cant do it with out you guys all helping out every step of the way. I will say it again. Prestun is my life. My world My best friend.
Posted on: Thu, 20 Nov 2014 05:34:42 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015