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I woke up and instantly felt the gray of the day. I questioned myself why because things are good for me, have to stay grateful. I looked to the date to tell me why April 7th, couldnt place any significance there, reminded me my son,Fahiyms 26th birthday is tomorrow. Drew a blank, then BAM!, ITS SAMADS BIRTHDAY!!!. Samad (PBBUH) is not here with us anymore .My heart started beating fast, I clutched my covers. A lump started growing in my throat. I started talking to myself quick. Get it together, it has been a longtime. Get out the bed. Breathe. He is with Allah. Remember something good about him, something funny, laugh, smile. I went through a whole process lasting about 30 min. Then I was happy it was his birthday. Happy to have known him, happy to have eaten with him, laughed with him, all those special times. Grief is powerful, knocks me to my knees sometimes but today Love was more powerful. I am standing in Love today with Samad Muhammad.(PBBUH)
Posted on: Mon, 07 Apr 2014 16:55:13 +0000

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