I woke up sometime after four this morning because something just felt wrong. Of course I wake up to Matt still sitting there awake. I could feel his frustrations, so all I could do was just sit up and hold him. So, everyone is right, there doesnt need to be anymore drama. So as of now I am done saying anything negative. With that being said, I knew Mathew from school and although he didnt seem to be the type of person to kill someone, he did. Do I feel sorry for him? No. I have a message from his friend saying he was drunk when he did it, so he shouldnt have been handling a gun. All of his friends that were with him want to defend him, yet they let him have a gun while drunk. Let everyone learn from that. As far as his friends saying Jesse deserves this, youre all selfish and I guess you know where you stand on judgement day. I sat at that candle lighting last night and saw so many beautiful friends of Jesses staying as strong as they can during this tragedy. I am so sorry to everyone for your loss, and I am so sorry that people are so messed up in the head to feel such a beautiful person deserved that. Two families lost a son, a brother, a nephew, a cousin, and just a person they loved. One person had a choice to let their family and friends lose them, one did not. I am here if any of you need to talk, and you are all such strong individuals.
Posted on: Mon, 22 Sep 2014 22:42:02 +0000
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