I woke up to stimuli from my paternal uncle. You know its bad when 2 sides of a family that hate each other are working together to destroy a child with blood mingled from both clans. If I seem grumpy this morning... blame that. They just wont give up trying to destroy me in ways that seem like they are just taking a polite interest. I dont care what rare compliment ive been given... until some shit is resolved contact from my blood is a ptsd trigger. Period. I dont play like nothing ever happened just because the family wants me to forget all that was done to me. I wish I COULD forget it. His pussy ass removed his commentary from his and my twitter feed. Doesnt want anyone to know his powerful artist niece getting international recognition for her art sees his contact as family harassment... I see it as a further attempt by the family to murder me with stress. Im not stupid. He lives within a few miles of my father and had to have heard about the blow up with dear old dad over a month ago (read that conversation in my notes section) and thus knows I view all family contact as a threat. Uncle clay, you had my support for your art endeavors years ago when I was telling everyone about yout thor hammers and connections to the recent movie and creating the props. I have lots of friends really into thor hammers for several reasons. I was told I wasnt good enough to be on his facebook list because of my weed... but it is ok for him to out of the blue pretend he is ok with my medication by complimenting a weed infused recipe??? That dog wont hunt. the patients and friends I have had the PRIVILIDGE of interacting with over my years of activism, the lovers I have taken, the people on this thread... the artist friends I have... those who helped me when I was down, out, and did not have any options...These are the real family that I hold as the energy ties that bind. And I have been rewarded for faith in that on many occasions.
Posted on: Fri, 29 Aug 2014 16:19:15 +0000
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