I wonder just food for thought: what do i hate the most a lier or a story teller. I mean a lier just lies n everyone knows that the person lies, But a story teller can make stuff up n sound so real n believable n make others believe what they say. Example: If a person does not know me But only hears storys of me they already think they know me n judge me But of course once the person that did not know me gets to know me they are like wow u r nothing like what I was told of u. If ur like what person was it n u love that person or If u r déjense with that person its like o yeah what u hear which is like y would i want to know.. Me I laugh n yet it kinda hurts But y If hello its lies... So when u hear what the person say about u n u think like wow i helped that person or dating that person or even they ur friend n u still try to help them n they turn around n dirty ur name its like y. How about a guy that claims to love u But yet continues to talk bad about u. Now If its to other females of u its like wtf okay hello females hes tring get with u so he will blame everything on the female thats a know fact. Lol. But im gonna be 100 it kinda hurts cuz its like wow I helped u Over n Over everyone one said u was no good n I would protect ur name to know u slammed mines made storys of mines is like dang wow. Haters will hate yeah we all know that. But y im still trying to figure it out everything i have which aint much anyone can have u just gotta work at it like i did. I hate to say i have females that i bend backward n forward for n they slammed my name y I dont know. I found out by someone telling me n for the guys well some was cuz I didnt want to be with them n yeah of course everyone has xs. Lol But this one im like really hurt by this one person. I admit very confused the only thing i can think of is that they seen i have a heart n they was in need n I was able to help But when there need turned into wants n I was like sorry cant help u it hurt them or something or cuz maybe they didnt get what they said Man i dont know i really like wow n im so tired of it. I sometimes what to say Nawl to everything n anything so that way i dont help no one n no one can hurt me right. But I got my friends that are like my protectors n Boy they be real with me n anyone they see on bs they try to protect me n im like o stop Where is ur heart or Where is the love or be a light in a dark place Where is your faith. They say to me o Boy here we go again. Lmbo But they always turn out to be right about the person. Boy does that pist me off. Smh But I do me n continúe and i always get it that pain in the heart u know. Where u just like is anything worth it any more are there anyone in this crazy selfish World that can actually do good n be good to others n not put mask on or something like that. See i seen n passed my day in court in a freaky dream 14 years ago. I know i changed i was not the careless heartless person i use to be. I was blessed n still alive n things changed. God has a plan bigger n better then i could even imagine n I am a puppet i just keep going n going. Lord knows why im even putting this up. If u read this all the way wow u have a heart. U care n u are a blessing even If u think all n everything u do is wrong its right cuz u learn n u grow. So dont change who u are stay humble n pray. God see n hears u in ur secert place. N blesses openly hey look at me I dont got it all But im grateful for what I have. Love u n good Night
Posted on: Wed, 03 Sep 2014 03:56:32 +0000
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