I wont say too much because yesterday i posted a heartfelt statement about the anniversary date of my sisters passing. And we all have lost some of those that we love.. This is just a story about love. A small tale about my Mother Victoria. Tomorrow will be the anniversary of the date my Mother passed such a week for my family yet the day she died i cherish. I was lucky enough to care for and have her pass away in my arms as the cancer took her away at the toll of the church bells down the street chimed at noon. I can never forget that sound. Victoria Leslie Lynn was a beautiful, smart, kind person who taught me how to take care of myself and then others. How to look out for myself first always And to love me because then i could love unconditionally in return thanks mom. She cared deeply for all that she new and took many a heart in. She was wise but at the same time a little girl. with a set of legs the average woman would kill for . I am also so grateful to have been chosen for what ever the reason call it fate who would take care of her for those last few years of her life at home. A fond memory that now makes my heart swell each and ever year when i remember that day is of us. Just us alone in her bedroom just before her coma set in. It was a bright november day, cool, sun shining through those huge bay windows reflecting a warm glow on that colbalt blue shag rug and the Japanese prints silently stared with wisdom off into the distance. As we sat with me at the side of her bed as she rested was when she brought up enough strength and asked me if it was yet the anniversary of Stephanies death today i went to hold both of her lovely hands i started to cry and told her yes it was and she started to cry too. I said that i thought it was a good time for her to go be with Steph now and to please not be scared anymore and that Stephanie would never leave her. And with that my Mother looked at me with so much love, so much understanding and i kissed her cheeks with so much love to say goodbye. Her very last moment of consciousness was said to me with her eyes and it was goodbye i have never seen such pure beauty as i did that day, that day she left to be with my sister. she then fell into a deep coma where she lives on still, now with my sister in their dreams. The two of them.. Together Forever... I felt she too deserved to be remembered.. Just a little story about someone i loved very much.
Posted on: Tue, 12 Nov 2013 03:14:38 +0000