I would like to think that Ive never been anything but kind to my fans. Always have been and always will be. But the unkind and rude comments and words Ive received over the last several days has hurt my feelings. Ive been there for a lot of you when you needed someone. Maybe Im not going to always return messages that tell me Im cute or simply say hi, because I dont have that kind of time, but I try and return every message with a compliment in it to express gratitude and every message with a question to answer to the best of my abilities. Ive posted nothing but uplifting messages to the public. I have been open and honest with you and never tried to lie about who I am or what Ive gone through. And let me just say this. Under multiple different circumstances and reasons (I am not playing victim just stating fact) I have lost my child, my fiancé, my job, and three of my pets in just the last few months. Now that is immensely personal information and you all feel free to do with that as you will. But due to those losses, instead of wallow every day I have pulled myself up by the skin of my teeth and am trying to continue to go after my dreams and move to LA. I had eight thousand dollars. After all sorts of losses and trying to figure things out and swimming in bills, I have approximately three thousand left. Most of which will now go to paying off some last bills. Now. I did not say hello fans I deserve money more than you so give me your money. I simply set up a place where it is possible to donate if you have extra money and feel like me going after my dreams is a good cause. My birthday is also on the 28th, and I know certain people would like to get me a birthday present. Why spend twenty on a gift when it would be better placed into a gofundme to help me move next June? I never once acted like I was better than any of you or more deserving of money. And quite frankly Im annoyed that everyone took it that way seeing as Ive proven my character at least somewhat and feel you should all know I do not hold that kind of attitude. I deleted the posts about my gofundme not because I realized it was wrong to ask, but because the level of rudeness I got from it was more than I felt like dealing with. So in conclusion Im sorry that any of you felt betrayed by me for asking for money...but I dont feel like the comments and rudeness was well placed or necessary toward a person whos never shown any of you anything but kindness and inspiration. Thanks to any of you who took the time to read this. Thank you to all of you loyal fans out there. Have a great thanksgiving. Ill be taking a break from this page again because of yesterday. See you all when Im ready to be back.
Posted on: Sun, 23 Nov 2014 21:31:31 +0000
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