I wrote this to a very special woman. More advanced in planing and organized than I, pooh, almost everybody is. I plan and start but then things happen and there went that one. Penne Schwarz it was a lifetime dream of an incompetent unhealthy person. I look older now but I am healithier than I had been since birth. The choices I made toughened me up enough to get the courage to try the dream or die starving. I have spinal stenosis and in May of 1993 was told by the end of the year I would be in a wheelchair and require surgery. So I went for a cross country walk. Didnt know what I was doing but I really needed emotional healing. Walk was already on the burner even though I didnt know what I was doing. I learned along the way. Then this came up to live my dream or die trying. In both cases I expected me to quit. I did quit the walk when oxygen wasnt being taken in by the system. The dream wasnt big enough. Even though for 3 years I didnt know what to do or was doing the dream was bigger in actuallity. I was at peace within and got in touch with the spirit of the earth. I am surrounded by love. Even alone. The trees dance with the wind and I dance with them to the symphony of nature. I learn slowly, make mistakes, bungle along and feel the arm of embrace holding me up. Following dreams is the best medicine. In the end the dream will run out one way or another. In the meantime it is a peaceful, fun filled life. My only fear is when I die someone will have to clean up after me. The land though will be, in baby stage, gettin back to virgin land that is revitalized. It may never have my name on it but it will have my spirit living in it. I owe this to Alena Snyder and Edmund Snyder. Even though they are having finacial difficulties the keep this land for me to live on.
Posted on: Tue, 15 Jul 2014 14:54:57 +0000
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