IVE BEEN SETTING HERE THINKING OF FAMILIES. HOW BROTHERS AND SISTER HAVE NOT SEEN EACH OTHER IN 20 0R 30 YEARS. AND HOW SAD THAT IS. HOW THE PERSON SAYS I LOVE MY BROTHER OR SISTER, BUT I JUST CANT GET ALONE WITH THEM. AND I THINK WHY ? WHY, BECAUSE WE ALL KNOW THAT WERE ALL GOING TO LIVE DIFFERENTLY AND NOT ALWAYS GOING TO AGREE AND SOME WILL HAVE IT BETTER THAN OTHERS,, SO WHAT, YOUR STILL BROTHERS AND SISTERS. WHEN OUR MOTHER WAS ALIVE I COULD RECALL HER SAYING MANY TIMES. I JUST WISH MY BUNCH COULD GET ALONE AND YOU KNOW WHATS SAD IS WE DIDNT GIVE THAT TO HER WHILE SHE WAS ALIVE AND WE CANT EVEN GIVE THAT TO HER IN HER HONOR. THEN I SET AND THINK HOW DO WE ALL LOOK IN GODS EYES, HE KNOWS ALL, HE SEES ALL. GOD WILL NOT BE HAPPY WITH ANY OF US,BECAUSE WE DONT HAVE IT IN OUR HEARTS TO EVEN TRY. WE WOULD RATHER STAY AWAY AND AVOID EACH OTHER, THAN TO HAVE A TRUE FAMILY RELATIONSHIP. I AM NOT JUST TALKING OF MY FAMILY OR MY MOMS FAMILY , I AM TALKING ABOUT PLENTY OF OTHER FAMILIES I HAVE COME IN TOUCH WITH OR JUST READ OF THE SAME AS WELL AS OUR/ MY FAMILY. I HAVE MOVED BACK HERE 26 YEARS AGO AND HAVE ONLY HAD A FEW FAMILY MEMBERS THAT EVER HAD THEIR FEET UNDER MY TABLE AND TO TELL THE TRUTH IT WAS BECAUSE OUR BROTHER AND SISTER HAD PASSED AWAY AND IT WAS RIGHT AT THANKSGIVING TIME. THAT WAS THE ONLY YEAR SINCE I WAS YOUNG THAT ANY OF US HAD BEEN TOGETHER LIKE THAT. I HAD A HOUSE FULL AND I LOVED IT, WE WERE ABLE TO GET ALONG AND LAUGHED AT OURSELVES AND AT EACH OTHER. WE JUST REMEMBERED THE GOOD TIMES FOR THOSE FEW DAYS,BUT YET WE CANT DO IT EVERYDAY. WHY IS THAT, CAN ANYONE ANSWER THAT? BUT THEN AGAIN I AM BLOCKED BY SOME OF MY FAMILY ON HERE. I DONT HAVE THEM BLOCKED,BUT THEY DO ME. I THINK ITS SAD INSTEAD OF EVEN TRYING TO BE A FAMILY THAT OUR MOTHER COULD EVER BE PROUD OF, SOME WOULD RATHER CARRY AROUND HATRED THE REST OF THEIR LIVES. WHEN WE ALL ENTER INTO HEAVEN AND GOD SHOULD ASK ABOUT THIS, WHAT WILL YOU SAY ? BLAME IT ON THE OTHERS, YOUR NOT GOING TO FOOL GOD, HE IS NO FOOL. WHEN HE HAD WARNED US ALL IN THE BIBLE OF THIS HAPPENING AND WE HAVE LET IT HAPPEN, BECAUSE THERE IS NOT LOVE ONE FOR ANOTHER, I MYSELF THINK WE WILL HAVE ONE VERY DISAPPOINTED LORD. AND EVEN THOUGH I HAVE SPOKE OF BROTHERS AND SISTER,S I ALSO MEAN OF COUSINS AND OTHERS HOW MANY HAVE EVEN TRIED TO BE APART OF EACH OTHERS LIVES? WHO HAVE EVEN TRIED TO ACCEPT OTHERS AS THEIR FAMILY? IN ALL THESE YEARS I HAVE ONLY HAD 2 COUSINS EVEN AT MY HOME AND THAT WAS ONLY BECAUSE ONE WAS BUYING SOMETHING FROM US AND THE OTHER NEEDED A PLACE TO GO AND I GLADLY OPENED UP MY HOME KNOWING IT WOULD BE A LITTLE CROWED FOR THEM BUT HELP IS HELP. AND I WILL GLADLY DO IT AGAIN FOR FAMILY. BECAUSE THAT IS TRULY WHAT FAMILIES ARE SUPPOSE TO DO. HOW MANY OF YOU COULD HONESTLY SAY YOU WOULD OPEN YOUR HOME TO ME? I REMEMBER GRANDPA WRIGHT TALKING TO ME ABOUT A PROBLEM I HAD IN SCHOOL. HIS WORDS TO ME WERE IT TAKES ALL KINDS TO MAKE THIS WORLD GO ROUND, YOUR ONLY JOB IS TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO DEAL WITH THEM HE TOLD ME TO THINK LONG AND HARD ABOUT IT. BUT BACK THEN I STILL FOUGHT THE GIRL IN SCHOOL, INSTEAD OF TAKING THE TIME TO TRY AND FIGURE OUT HER TRUE PROBLEM. I JUST HAD TO SHOW HER I WOULDNT BE PUSHED. BUT HIS WORDS HAVE ALWAYS STAYED WITH ME, AND I FINALLY UNDERSTOOD WHAT HE MEANT. AND OF COURSE HE WAS RIGHT AS USUAL .GOD BLESS YOU GRANDPA, YOU WERE A VERY WISE MAN AND I MISS YOU.SO WITH THAT SAID WE ARE ALL DIFFERENT IN ARE OWN WAYS AND OUR ON BELIEFS, BUT WHY CANT WE JUST LOVE ONE ANOTHER TRULY FROM OUR OWN HEARTS. WHY CANT THERE BE ENOUGH LOVE TO TAKE THE TIME TO FIGURE EACH OTHER OUT AND UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER. BUT I KNOW WITH MOST THIS IS ONLY WORDS AND WILL NEVER TOUCH YOUR HEARTS.. AND LIFE WILL CONTINUE TO BE THE WAY WE HAVE MADE IT. BUT NO MATTER WHAT WE CANT CHANGE THE FACT THAT WE ARE TRULY RELATED, SOMEHOW , SOMEWAY...WHY CANT IT JUST BE IN OUR HEARTS ? NO ONE IS BETTER THAN THE OTHER AND NEVER WILL BE. YOU MAY HAVE MORE MATERIAL THINGS THAN THE NEXT, BUT THAT MEANS NOTHING. BECAUSE WHEN YOU DIE, IT WILL STILL BE HERE , BUT YOU WONT. WE MAY DIE DIFFERENTLY, HEART ATTACK, WRECK, STROKE, CANCER ETC. BUT WE WILL ALL DIE JUST THE SAME WHEN ITS OUR TIME.
Posted on: Fri, 04 Jul 2014 22:51:32 +0000
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