Id like to say thank you to all of you who have encouraged me, to those who have said kind words about all of the various and expansive things I try to do in this community. To those who have said, Just take it one day at a time when it looks like Im panicky. And especially for those who understand the difference between well-minded inefficiency, and laziness. I am a scatterbrain, its true. I have nearly uncontrollable ADHD, a host of old rejection issues, a deep desire to be successful commercial artist and community servant, and scads of other things that create tension between my idealism and my reality. Sometimes I wish I could just quit it all, become a car salesman or something, but I know I never will. Its funny how sometimes a lack of willingness to give up is its own cross to bear. I secretly wish for an heroic CEO to show up and help me helm the ship I am so much better at navigating than driving. And maybe that will happen in time. For now, I am grateful for everyones indulgence of my eccentricities and my inefficiencies. I can tell you know that they are well intended. And while I know the expression the road to hell is paved with good intentions, in my deepest of beliefs I know for a fact that the road to hell is really paved with apathy. I may be a disorganized mess most of the time, but if there is one thing I am not, it is apathetic. Thank you all for believing in me. It makes a far greater impact on the continuation of my work than you realize. Love you. ❤️
Posted on: Tue, 21 Oct 2014 14:28:39 +0000
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