Idk I guess I have not given the opportunity to much to help myself but now I can. . Just sometimes im looking for that idk that feeling. Sometimes I get a good feeling that I neva neva neva new ohh wwoo oh . Would you be so kind to assist or to help me out with things please . Im ready to be nice and not be a douchbag to everyone . I guess what im trying to say is where is my spark . I need mt spark to my heart machine. Lol . Im needing help facebook . I need al of your help because im losing a grip on life . ... Im losing a grip on myself and I have bever asked for this kind of help.... Things are finr and dandy when im the psychologist and helping others get along and or fix repair or replace what needs to . Sometimes a friendly reminder like hey babe I see your having trouble is there anything I can do to help . Or hey im not going anywhere the more you flip out and scream and yell and say you dont love me say you hare me you regret you ever met me . Yeah that to me and leavingike literally abandoning not just breaking up but trading me . For cold feet and a broken heart ill still be the ONLY MAN ON THIS EARTH other than GOD HIMSELF to give two shits and one damn about you. I care so much that I am tryimg to figure out whats wrong with my blender . Is it broken why am I not the one being wanted . Whats going on why am I not in her thoughts am I good enough or not good enough. Am ugly . Am I mentally challenging . Umm an I just a piece of meat that is spoiled . Idk whats wrong from right if your not around to reassure and tell me that there is nothing wrong with me . I just want to help . I dont meen to be misunderstood . I get carried away sometimes . Sometimes I need my partner my chik my hyna my QUEEN to hold my hand tell me im beautifull the way I am no matter what negative shit comes out . That everything will be okay even if its not . To let me collapse in you arms and feel so delicate and vulnerable I feel like your baby . Big baby . Ghuuuaaaaaagh ghhhuuuuuuuaaaaghh . I need my blender fixed . Lol I am my own destruction. And im tired of breaking hearts and hurting dreams nd feelings . I just want to love . I want to create the life not take it. When I get upset I just need little reminders here nd then to cool it . Just friendly reminders even if they-.-are not needed just hearing that you atleast care about me enough to tell me that im okay with you nd GOD and im happy . To show me those acts of tender love and care .
Posted on: Mon, 12 Aug 2013 16:07:02 +0000
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