If I somehow tagged you I simply wanted to thank you for your role in my life so far. So many people have helped me in so many ways that Im overwhelmed with gratitude and at a loss for words. tl;dr - Thank you and good riddance to some bad years! --- This past year has been a very trying one, but, heck, the past four or five years have been. I want to let go of all the pain by acknowledging it happened so I can let go and push forward to a brighter life. 2014 didnt give me a moment to breathe and process everything that happened in 2013. Only recently have I had chance to begin healing from it all. 2013 (and beginning of 2014) gave me the experiences of loss in every way imaginable. From petty things, like possessions big and small, to the crushing loss of my dad. I faced death twice myself and am only beginning to see progress in my own healing, both physical and emotional. Though it has been excruciatingly slow, Im still making progress towards an easier future. I have made a handful of new friends here in my new home and want to thank every one of them for their kindness and friendship. But, of course, I could not have survived any of this without the continued support of my good friends back home and my entire family. I have had a shocking amount of help from strangers who became fast friends and then disappeared from my life completely as well as experiencing the relief of letting go of connections. Good doctors and bad doctors. Good days and horrible ones I wouldnt wish on anyone. For the first time in my life I felt a crushing loneliness that paralyzed me. But thanks to my best friends I was reminded of my own strength and worth. But now I sit comfortably in a new apartment my best Hamster, Emma; my baby boy, Ezra Brooks; and loving boyfriend, Ezra H. Lanahan. Never in my most domestic dreams did I think stability was around the corner, but Im finally finding solid ground under my feet. Finally I have learned the blessing of a slower pace in life and a more mature sense of self. I am so grateful to those who have helped me through these trials and am looking forward to continued steady development of my life as myself. Finally not trying to be someone else for anyone else. I am ready and open to happiness, the kind you can only give yourself. In no order (because I can only tag 20 people at a time I guess) thank you to those of you who have made a positive impact on my life during these times: Aaron, Ashley, Audrey, Ayla, Benja, Cathy, Charlie, Chuck, Corin, Cyndi, Desiree, Douglas, Fanan, Heidi, Holly, Jennifer, Kat, Kira, Kynna, Laura, Mackenzie, Melinda, Michael, Michael, Missy, Nathan, Nathan, Nathan, Nathan, Nic, Rick, S Leigh, Scott, Tanna, Whitney, Zach.
Posted on: Thu, 01 Jan 2015 22:46:56 +0000
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