If a paper is properly written I can look at and 7-10 minutes later describe the precise details of what it says. This only comes after years of procrastination and impromptu presentations. While I worked on my doctoral defense presentations the week before I completely remade the presentation the night before and morning of my defense. I ran so close on time that I had to buy a shirt and tie because I was worried I would not make it back. Even buying the outfit I was among the last people to enter the room. By the end of the day I was so tired I cannot even describe it. I am pretty sure slept for 17 hours and didnt even wake up at all. Now I cant sleep at all! There are so many things I have to think about everyday for no reason. They say depression really occurs when someone can no longer construct a future happiness. I have decided that this isnt the case for me. I am just really lonely. I cant be more honest than that. :)
Posted on: Fri, 21 Mar 2014 10:17:04 +0000