If its one thing Ive learned its If at first you dont succeed, try, try again. Ive learned that having to re enroll myself at school, learning new songs and piano pieces, and creating new eating lifestyles and exercise regimens for myself. If at first you dont succeed, start over and try again. Thats what Im doing. I wont settle for anything less. I wont settle period. This past week I had a lot of time to think about settling. I quit my job because I wouldnt settle for a schedule that interfered with school. I started juicing again and reclaimed veganism because I wouldnt settle for the weight Ive gained back as a result of losing sight of my goal. I am pushing harder in my schoolwork because I wont settle for anything less than a result that shows I busted my ass. I have quit school several times because I prioritized a job instead. I have quit eating healthy because in the past I have relied on food to be a stress outlet. I have given up before, conquered by stress and self-defeat. I have been my own worst enemy in so many ways. From now on the only thing I wish to fail at is the very self-defeated attitude that has stopped me from achieving my dreams for years. I will not settle anymore. My life has changed so much over these past few years. I have a home now, a husband who loves and supports me completely, goals that were once almost impossible to achieve are now just within my grasp. I wont let myself or my family down. I know they would see me reach those goals, just as I would see my husband reach his. I wont be a factor of defeat. I am trying, and trying again until we win. Its not a mountain we climb, its just a molehill. And all these years that I have cowered in its shadow will one day be a story to tell my grandchildren. Try, try, try again.
Posted on: Mon, 24 Mar 2014 14:33:26 +0000
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