If you looked at me you probably cant see, The pain and misery that lives inside me, If you looked at me you probably cant see, The hurt and the guilt that lives inside me, If you looked at me you probably cant see, That as a child I had a female cousin who secretly molested me, If you looked at me you probably cant see, That as a daughter my mother loves but as a person she hates me, If you looked at me you probably cant see, That my grandmother adores my sister nd my brother but doesnt care for me because I remind her of my mother, If you looked at me you probably cant see, That I lost a man who meant the world to me If you looked at me you probably cant see, That I feel like my fathers death was because of me, If you looked at me you probably cant see, That I wish God would have took my mother and left my daddy with me, If you looked at me you probably cant see, The evil spirit that lives inside me, If you looked at me you probably cant see, That I drop down on my knees and pray daily, If you looked at me you probably cant see, That I HATE the girl that I use to be, If you looked at me you probably cant see, That I have a grandmother who is dieing right before me, If you looked at me you probably cant see, That her sickness in reality is killing ME, If you looked at me you probably cant see, That there is a fire that burns eternally, If you looked at me you probably cant see, That at the age of 18 I had thoughts of ending me, If you looked at me you probably cant see, That my family criticized me for carrying the life inside of me, If you looked at me you probably cant see, My UGLY scares because I wear them so BEAUTIFULLY, If you looked at me you probably cant see, That my troubled past brought out the BEST in me, Now if you look at me I bet you can see, Why theres so much ambition and fight in me........ #StoryOfMyLife Depression is REAL, Stress is REAL, And if you keep it in, It can definitely KILL, I watched two Men who meant a lot to me (My Father & Step Father) let DEPRESSION & STRESS cause them to take their own life ♥ RIP Daddy ♥ RIP Catt Daddy #A Daughters Love Never Dies ♥♥♥♥♥ Have you ever lived the same nightmare twice? The devil is realy workin overtime on me but My God has me wrapped in his arms!
Posted on: Thu, 03 Apr 2014 07:46:37 +0000
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