If your looking for a post saying it gets easier at 3 years....well it doesnt. It also is untrue that God will not give me more than you can handle ( BIG FAT LIE) However, he will provide you with the tools to face them! Honestly, life really didnt go the way I planned. I always wanted that wedding and daddy walking me down the isle and all that great stuff a little girl dreams of. I thought I had a pass from further tragedies after loosing both of my parents and being an orphan by age 22? But then I got the call. Yep yet another tragedy and my greatest fear ever. But guess what... If your reading this then I survived , right. Actually, I have done more than survive. God has placed me on a journey that has humbled me, filled me with thanks and taught me to CHOOSE joy! You are not your circumstances. Yes , I have a new identity since October 2011 as the mother of that kid killed in that hit and run but also have an identity of a child of the one true king. He has never left me or forsake me! The last two years on this anniversary I did big projects Jacobs Banner of Love and last year I trained for a 5k and ran it with my hubby. This year I waited for the word from HIM months ago, nothing. So today I spent the day just doing some ME things alone. Hubbys working 10hours away and the girls are busy with college stuff and friends. So as I reflected today alone I realized that sometimes he just wants us to be still. And thats ok. It reminded me on that terrible night in ICU literally the only verse that came to mind was Be still and know that I am a God Psalms 46:10...and so today I did. Miss you buddy Jacob Burrell . Good night. Love you! 1095 days without you but an eternity in Heaven wouldnt be fair to want you back here.
Posted on: Sun, 05 Oct 2014 05:43:26 +0000
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