Ill finally tell my story of my life as it is and where its got me to presently. A few months ago I was heart broken. One of the worst ive ever felt. I still am afraid to date because ofbthat fact. No biggie there. It just takes time. I make myself picky because i like decreasing those odds. I lost my job as an assistant manager, all my doing. Ive lied, been lied to, ive stolen, ive been stolen from, ive faced near death experiences since I was 15, and ive lost every friend that was once close to me. What I do is each and every day is try and motivate myself that nothing will be like that again, but I cant promise myself that, its never promised. I write the things I do for myself, well at least thats how it started, and because people like you guys liked and supported my words. I remind myself of what I never want to be again. A NOBODY. It took me a long time to finally get everything aligned the way it needs to. Ive taken myself out of the dirt once again, ive wiped myself off, and ive kept moving forward. I know my happiness all resolves on me. Being a young ruthless kid is great, but being the better man I need to be, in which I ws raised to be, means and has a higher value to me. Ive spent my last 6 years of my life doing for others and getting nothing but negativity and bad outcomes in the end. I myself have finally put my foot down and am ready to completely change my life around. Im ready to be the best dancer I can be, the best Son/Grandson i was raised and meant to be, and one day when I finally find one I can cater to with all the love ive been raised to give women, hopefully a wonderful boyfriend/husband and amazing father. Something I have never seen or know anything about. I want this next upcoming part of my life to be better then its ever been. I just want hope and faith. I pray everyday to wake up to better places. Itll all happen one day I just have to be patient to the fullest. Everything happens for a reason. Every negative has a positive. Ill never forget that. Thats my story. I have nothing to hide. One day I will look back on this and I hope everything compiled in this turns out to be what it should. Ill NEVER follow anybody or anything, Ill ALWAYS stand and lead!
Posted on: Wed, 12 Mar 2014 05:24:56 +0000