Im a domestic violence survivor. For 10 years I endured mental, emotional and physical abuse. My right eardrum was reconstructed because I was hit so hard in the head that my eardrum ruptured. While I was pregnant I woke up as a knife was held to my stomach telling me if I didnt do what he said he would kill our baby. While carrying my infant son I was kicked in my back causing me to fall down a flight of stairs. That was the day I left. I never went back. I bought a home for my son and I finished my Masters degree and completed my Doctoral degree.....and lost 115 lbs! I never received a dime of support. There was a time that I was teaching from 8-3, tutoring until 5, then teaching college courses at Concordia til 10pm. I rarely got to see my son....but I made it! I stuck it out and I made it. And just in time to meet and marry the love of my life! But there were some rough times before I met Austin. I didnt believe any good guys existed and I certainly wasnt willing to receive any love....thats how messed up I was! Took a minute to get my heart right, to feel good about me, to feel worthy of that love. Some people may know my story. But God put it on my heart to tell it again. To bless somebody. I am here 8 years later....amazing husband and our beautiful baby girl. A beautiful and brilliant 10 year old daughter in Mississippi who makes me so proud to be her co-mommy! A handsome and intelligent 10 year old son who is my heart! And Ive still got my babies who are 16, 18, 19, 22 and a 2 year old grandson who I love to the ends of the earth. And I harbor no hatred towards him, my sons father. Ive forgiven him. Not for him, but for me. So I could move on and love again. Im sharing this tonight as I prepare for bed in my home where I feel safe, secure, protected and loved. Thats how every wife should feel. If youre reading this status and you dont feel that way....get out! Find a safe place to go and leave! If you need to talk and you have my number call me. If you dont have my number inbox me. We can cry together, pray together and plan together.....plan for a better life for you! #godisable#wonthedoit
Posted on: Tue, 18 Mar 2014 04:26:03 +0000
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