Im a little bit depressed. On Friday night I was told by Bank of America that something went wrong with my background check and put it to a halt. He said it doesnt show him specific information, so he escalated it to figure out what the next steps are. Obviously I intend to forward anything I got. You figure, Ive never had any issue with background checks ever. The only thing that I think could cause an issue is the same thing that caused me issue when I was gaining employment with TD, TRG Customer Solutions (aka) when I sold Verizon Fios back early 2009ish. Very short lived and undesirable. That company was closed, bought out and outsourced now. Part of me wishes I never mentioned that goddamn job but you know be honest and include everything, even if it was only for a day! The recruiter told me it doesnt mean I dont have a job with them but more likely that my employment will be delayed until the next training date which instead of Feb 3rd, is March 3rd. At least Feb is a shorter month. If I get denied Im telling you now, I will be devastated. The status of everything is pending, once again I get stuck in limbo. If you look up the definition of purgatory in the dictionary, theres my face. :D Even with unemployment its a similar issue, had my phone hearing, now I wait, Joe has had no progress. Granted a lot of people have stepped up to help me financially, especially my mom more than anyone else and obviously I appreciate everything done for me by everyone but I hate this though I try to hide it. Its hard to manage for two people when you literally have zero income. TD was a freaking plague on my life, the only thing I gained aside from experience was the friends made. I made one mistake and I get denied my rights? I tell the truth and it backlashes? Maybe its my raging hormones from that awkward pre-menstrual phase where I start getting emotional for no real reason but I feel like someone hit me in the back of my head with a club and Im face down in the snow savoring its flavor. I only write this here because sometimes when I write things out (or rage draw depending on the situation) my feelings subside.
Posted on: Tue, 28 Jan 2014 16:14:23 +0000
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