Im an emotional schmuck today. :/ Recapping on everything my kids and I have gone through over the years... They have gone through so much with me in such a short span of their lives, I can only hope it makes them strong individuals, as they grow. But its petrifying to wonder what may happen next to our little family. Despite what rough roads lie ahead for all four of us, I know we will travel them together with love and determination, and make it to our happy ending. Cant believe weve come this far.. So many heartbreaks, tragedies and an overcast of darkness, have swept in our lives multiple times. Tears wale up in my eyes just thinking.. How did I accomplish this much, alone, for these three magnificent little beings? There were moments I felt they were better off without me. There were times I felt giving up was my only option; that I wasnt ever going to be good enough for them. I doubted being adequate enough in every way possible as a Mother. Of course, there were occasions where I made poor choices and THOUGHT I was doing the right thing and providing them the real family they deserve. (Having a mother AND a father) They were hurt just as badly as I was but one thing never changed; and that is the unconditional loving bond I have with all three of them. No matter what has drastically or minimally affected us as the small family we are; or has knocked me down as a single mother, our love has never been jaded. Never been broken. MY CHILDREN ARE.MY.LIFE. Forever and always. I will cry, sweat, fight, scream, bleed and strive harder and harder each day, to be what they need.
Posted on: Wed, 06 Aug 2014 17:55:19 +0000
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