Im back at home tonight and have to drag an oxygen tank around because my upper chest cavity is in knots and spasms from all the cutting. And I have to have it for weeks! I had no idea that this was gonna wreck me so hard. I have OxyContin and Flexural too keep me high. And A nausea patch behind my ear. I literally cant do anything for months. So I may need a drop in nurse this week if anybody gets bored. But for now Im laid out on the couch feeling hit by a truck with Tootie-Lynn. And shes so happy that Im home. Shes sticking to me like glue. Im gonna be coming out of this experience -eventually- with a new view of life and living I think.
Posted on: Sat, 20 Sep 2014 04:20:56 +0000