Im done hiding and acting like nothing is wrong! I am very severe suicidal!! Thats all I ever think about!! I have planed it out and everything!! I dont care if people delete or stop talking to me cause of this!! I dont know who to talk to or what to do!! I dont want people to think it is okay to mess with me and my feelings cause of this. People act like it is okay to feel this way and its not!! I am dealing with it now!! All I wanna do is die but then I dont but I dont believe there is any other way!! I dont know what to say to people going through it cause I am!! People think they know you but they dont. I hide my pain and my suicidal thoughts away from people!! I have made comments and stuff about it and no one catches on! I push the one I love away so it wont hurt him as much when I finally go through with it. People say I can talk to them and some of them I know I can but Im to afraid to talk about it and to afraid to get help! I honestly believe people would be better off with out me. I believe people wouldnt care of I went through with it! I believe no one will support or help me through all this! So I believe whats the point in trying? Cause I dont see the point in trying to get better! So if anyone wants to look at me different or not be my friend go for it!! Done hiding the fact that Im severely suicidal. All I need is support and people to be here for me and help me through this!! I need people who actually care and not act like they do! I honestly think the people I need and want to help and care and support me wont!! I know there wont be a lot of people that will support and help me through this but the people I do and will have will know that Im great full for them and their help and love!! To the people I thought cared and they finally show that they dont can kiss my ass and f*ck off and leave me alone!!
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 06:26:53 +0000
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