Im going to be taking a break from this venue for a while. Im taking time to reevaluate my life, my friendships, and what my future holds for me. Im also going to try very hard to take a much better approach with my actions in my future. I hope that I have the inner strength to release my pain with respect to what happened to me in the last year. Namely, forgetting about all of the inner pain that I still feel towards several people and their actions. The only real thing that I could do to deal with that situation, other than what positive results that I received from the College, would be to actually follow through with the civil action. I know, and all of you know that the only thing that doing that would be to obtain a seriously large monetary award. Im aware that ALL of you would rather I dont go ahead with that action. I dont really want to see ANY of you in court, but none of you have had any gumption to even apologize to me for your behaviour. Maybe none of you feel that you have to just say youre sorry! That is all that I have ever really wanted to get! So, its hard for me to not think that seeing all of you in court would not at least give me your apologies! That is the hard part for me to deal with!!!!!! I also am aware that at least 2 of the potential defendants have moved. Not to hide Fromm, Im sure of that, but we all move away, and move on! Finding all of you for the sole purpose of service of documents would be so easy for me to do. Just ask my ex wife about my specialized skill set on that regard! Hell, Ive located people as far away as Pakistan and literally in Siberia. Lol! Thats the easy part! Ive got a lot of things on my mind these days! The foremost thought is rebuilding severely damaged relationships with very special people in my life, who, clearly because of all of your contributed efforts, chose to no longer have contact with me! To be VERY CLEAR! It was ALL of your actions to allegedly help me, or help or protect yourselves that caused them to abandon me! I dont think that you EVER thought, or maybe even cared that this would happen, but it did happen and happened as a result of your efforts, not mine!!!! So, Im taking some time away from here to think, and think very hard about this situation! I hope that I can come back on here with a new, and better approach to these matters? I have that one huge wish for myself, but I am aware that I will be doing this all alone, and without any of your help! Thats the so sad part! People that claimed to be my friends, who didnt stand beside me and help me! Anyhow? Thats it for now! As usual, Im always open to having legitimate contact with any real persons! You know how to reach me! Peace and Love to all of you! I really do mean that! RM
Posted on: Sun, 17 Nov 2013 01:17:35 +0000
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