Im having a moment and need to share...Ive been beating myself up all day because I allowed my heart to conflict with my brain. I compromised some set in stone principles because of poor judgement. I also allowed my mind to be tainted because I didnt pray over a decision that I made. Sometimes common sense is not common and I fell victim to forcing something and not allowing God to work. Ive prayed almost every night for the past couple of months for God to guard my heart. I prayed to be so close to Him that I would be protected from men who were not sent by Him. Im always pretty transparent with my life because I hope someone might get something from it, whether its good or bad. My wound is still too fresh to go into detail nor do I intend on blasting anyone but Im so glad that God places some supportive people in my life that help me to look outside of myself. Sometimes we dont see the forest for the trees. I have been made to feel bad over something that I didnt disclose about my past and Im working through it. As a grown ass, independent, and fairly decent looking woman...Im prone to go the hell off when I feel like someone is trying to run game on me...been there several times...should write a book! Single ladies probably get it but I have zero tolerance for bullshit...point blank period! When I decide to let you in, consider it an honor and privilege because I am established and truly only need someone to add to what I have. Im blessed and know who my Father is! Men who focus too much on who I was with in my past dont really want to be a part of my future. I have no regrets! God placed every person I was ever with in my path for various reasons. I love the person I have become and it took every person and every event to get me here. So miss me on any excuses you think make sense about not wanting me and be real with yourself. I dont do well with foolishness at age 41. #thatwastherapeutic. #tryingtogetoutofmyfeelings. #Godwillneverfailyou. #dontignoreHim.
Posted on: Sun, 13 Jul 2014 00:42:50 +0000
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