Im hurt in so many ways and even my doctors are doubtful for anything to help. They can mask some of my symptoms with meds, but highly unlikely they can fix me. I suppose it is what it is & now Its more than just physical pain Its affecting my head & heart. I sure miss my friend Tammy so much. She was there for me all them years my bff. Never a day goes by I dont think of her. She could call me anytime day or night and vice versa. If you have a friend like that be real & never take that person for granted. Even though we had jobs, kids, money or none we would make a way to talk, listen, advise & share our thoughts. Never could I have ever imagine she would have gone before me. We had disagreements and sometimes we would be away, but it never mattered whichever one of us needed a friend the other would be there. We laughed, prayed, cried & never let anyone if we could help it hurt the other. True besties! So far since she left this world I havent had another friend that close. Though I have dear loving friends no one like her though. No place to go I feel like home & no one who thinks my place is homey. She would come over & I never felt like anything but a sister she was never put off by how much I did or didnt have. Just real. I miss that. And she wasnt the first friend I had like that who passed. I felt the same about Lisa. Im sure heaven is brighter with their presence. My world is darker. But they are truely with God & I would never be so selfish to ask Him to send them back to this old world. Bless your best friend today with encouragement & laughter.
Posted on: Thu, 28 Aug 2014 16:44:46 +0000
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