Im in this bed Pain is riding me Against my will Bullying me Beyond my control It makes me Angry Im out numbered This cant be fair Who am I My strong is wavering Teasing me Like I had no will Or commitment to being My own man A vague remembrance of My abundant strength Or fire inside The walls are closing in As My body is fighting for My legacy Son I am he my father The roots of my tree I feel you mother My heart loves you so Transformation degeneration I wont be the same man Who will love me Unconditionally I cant fight this alone An acquired reality As chemicals invade my body Invisible destructive rays Burn til the Eleventh hour I will be a testimony Still as an exhale Fragile as my mirror Waiting patiently for inspiration Candied Lies With eager hopes Of restoration Worst case is best And I smile Even if it kills me Music is my kindred spirit We share truths When my tongue Freezes No need to ring the bell I can do without A Stampede of glaring eyes Hungry Gluttons In need of Exaggerated truths Pink ribbons Or walk run Races Cant detour the rocket like Explosion that rapes my body I move I wince And these tears Make me so phuckin mad I am NOT THIS! So as I Ride high on Temporary deviants The alignment of my faith Hums softly As I sleep never rest I surrender completely To Gods promise of Abundant life As I raise my hands in praise I surrender completely To Gods promise of Abundant life It is so. Written by jayjohnson1967 12-12-14 Dedicated to my mother who died fighting Cancer the last days of her life...Rest in Peace
Posted on: Fri, 12 Dec 2014 09:21:06 +0000
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