Im must say my doctor visit has really got me on one. I have to stop the cortisone shots! Surgeon said no more I wont lie I have gained 31 pounds and I am 4 years out. It has been a struggle trying not to feel like I failed myself. My High Blood Pressure has returned do to the 2 and half years of cortisone treatment. Thats where the eye pain was coming from (Blackouts) flaring up. But through all this I received a message from The pastor at New Life Church here in Indianapolis that God Beautifully Made me it doesnt matter how big or how small I become or how long or short my hair .. or much money I have or the house I live in or the car I drive. He Did Not Make a mistake when he decided I would be brought in this world. I have struggled for 35 years trying to Love Myself. And I will admit also that My name is LaShea M Taylor and I suffer from deep depression and Im now not ashamed to admit that. Have issues and experiences that I have been through been suicidal all my life an so much more. But today I will honestly say Im letting go of my past forever and going to live my life being myself. And if nobody likes it to bad!! BECAUSE YOU OR NOBODY ELSE WILL EVER HAVE THAT MUCH POWER OVER MY LIFE AGAIN. IM HERE TO PLEASE GOD AND TO PUT HIM FIRST AND ME FIRST HERE ON EARTH. If anyone is offended by what I have said Please feel free to delete yourself because you ARE A NON FACTOR IN MY LIFE. And to rest thank you for the support and real friendships I love you all. Today is a new day!
Posted on: Tue, 29 Jul 2014 19:53:29 +0000
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