Im not perfect. I make mistakes. I let my mouth and my actions overload my tail daily. I dont always show my feelings or my heart for others like I should. My light doesnt always shine as brightly as it should. I say things and do things that I shouldnt. I let others actions, comments, opinions effect who I am, thus giving them the power over me. However, let me just clairify some things, I am human. I am learning to be a better me. I am in the process of changing who I am for the better, and let me just say admitting you need to change and taking action to make the necessary changes is the hardest thing Ive ever done in my entire life. The good news, Im not alone in this process. I have a friend, a best friend, and with this friend I have a testamony. All of this journey is what builds my testamony, and one day my prayer is that my testamony will touch somebodies heart, and lead them to the Lord. I was saved at the young age of 9. Anytime I doubt my salvation, God takes me back to that night at Mt. Carmel, on the right side of the chruch, down in that alter. I didnt fully realize what the Lord had done for me back then, and I dont think he wanted me to. Why? Because he knew the road I was gonna go down. He knew I was gonna go through some stuff before I was ever gonna be able to realize the importance of what He did for little ol me back then. Ive done things Im not proud of. Ive said things I shouldnt. Ive lived a life that wasnt what God intended for me. I know this, but with knowing this, I feel it was the stuff I had to endure to truly grasp the meaning of my birthright, my salvation, who I am, who Im ment to be, and EXACTLY who I dont wanna be. The past, even the very recent past, isnt who I am. It isnt who I wanna be. And, it sure isnt who Im gonna continue to be. Im gonna commit myself and my life to the Lord. Trusting only in him from this day forward. Im sure Im gonna make mistakes in the future, I am human. But, my eyes are fixed on the victory thats to come in His name!
Posted on: Mon, 28 Oct 2013 16:33:15 +0000
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