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Im not too sure what to say, so Im positive this will be a rambling run on sentence type paragraph. But here goes. My heart hurts for all of us, Andrew left marks on all of us in such amazing ways. I have been wrapped up being a mommy the last couple years and busy planning a wedding and upon finding out about Andrew passing away I suddenly had a deep pervasive guilt. I was sad we hadnt had a 2 hour phone call discussing nothingness and joking about randomness in 3 years. I felt guilty that life gets hectic and friendships can become distant. But after a moment of self serving guilt over never making time for a conversation beyond FB in too long, I remembered the absolute joy of the phone calls and jokes with Andrew. I remembered that at anytime I could have called and he would have answered and given life advice straight from his big heart. I realize hardly anyone will know who I am, and thats ok as Ive only met a few of you - but if there is one thing we are all bonded by here is having at least one (if not a million) moment of pure happiness/joy/fun/laughter with Andrew. He could talk on the phone at length like like a teenage girl! He could talk about your darkest time and his as well, he could joke and laugh with you until your sides hurt, and burned with hilariousness at some of the most random things! There was a time for a matter of a few months we talked every day for hours, be it a random text that could keep you in stitches laughing all day or some gentle and uplifting sentiment since he had some 6th sense of knowing when a friend was down or hurting. He could talk all hours of the night, on and on, be it about music, old stories or even turkey fryer infomercials (
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 11:52:21 +0000

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