Im not trying to make anyone feel sorry for me, but if you do think so just dont waste your time reading. Ive let people bring me down a lot. I was always a confused, slower person than the rest of people around me. I always felt like I was stupid, I still sometimes do. I never felt like I was in my own skin at school, or even with some people Ive hung out with. I always felt I had to put on a mask. By the end of the day Id be exhausted. I did all that because we live in an inconsiderate world where no one cares about what youve been through, they want to ask you questions (even though they dont care about your answer), asking why the hell are you so quiet? Why do you think the way you do? Why dont you want to party at some random persons house? Why would you want to switch to playing bass when youre not even good at the instrument you play now? (i quit that year), WHY DO I HAVE TO REMIND YOU SEVERAL TIMES TO STAY OUTSIDE (in front of several people I was yelled at, and he didnt remind me several times it was more like once), etc... I was told by someone very special to me that people who have authority over you (or someone who is more of a negative extrovert) like to bully the ones who seem quiet, nice and gentle. Someone who wont fight back. It made a lot of sense because Ive always been treated that way and Im not a fighter. Sure, I argue academically and discuss, but a lot of people do that. But that all has passed since about high school graduation. It really sucks not feeling like you can be yourself in a lot of situations. So.. I want to thank the people who have been patient with me. I want to thank my friends who have always listened and made me laugh and smile and feel happy. The ones who encouraged me. I do miss my friends that I used to always see, but no longer see them as often, but theyre still in my heart and I love them. Im grateful for my boyfriend who has always been encouraging to me, who has been supportive and caring all the time, who has really taught me a lot about his view on the world, who has shared music, stories, and laughter with me. Im grateful for my family who always have been a true family towards me, bringing me to my best moods. Thank you. This song that Im sharing kind of got me to post this long status. youtube/watch?v=g_ihXlWKC7g
Posted on: Tue, 30 Sep 2014 17:40:00 +0000
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