Im not used to writing a love letter.. But thinking about my son at this very moment led me to an idea of writing this love letter for him... He will be turning three tomorrow so before I get busy for the preparation, I would like to take thia opportunity to be the first person to greet him a Happy Happy Birthday... Thank you for lending me your time.. Feel free to leave your comments down below.. 😉 Dear Kyon, -It seems like yesterday that we brought you home from the hospital, and now you are my little man. Your father and I were very nervous at the prospect of being first time parents. It did not strike us until you arrived - and then it hit us. I must say, your father took to being a dad pretty quickly; it was almost like he had been a dad all his life! But I was overwhelmed by this new responsibility. To care for this tiny life for the rest of my life! Was I ready for it? It took a while for me to come to terms with the fact that I was a mother and was going to be one forever. But today after 3 years of looking back, I cannot help but smile. It is a feeling of fulfillment beyond words. Although I am still not sure if I am a great mother, nor a perfect one but I feel that I have done some justice to the role. Every milestone of yours was a kind of personal victory for me. The moment we found out that I am pregnant.. From the morning sickness.. The First time we listened to your heart beat.. Your first ultrasound photograph... Your first movement on my tummy... I really could not explain how it really feels like the moment I firsy heared you cry.. All the pain was swept away in a click and all I can say is thats my baby boy with tears falling from my eyes... Then seeing you first open your eyes, Your first smile, your first word, your first step.... I was just so amazed and once again overwhelmed at what a little miracle you are. As the years passed things started to get very challenging and sometimes I found myself in very difficult situations. The mess you made, the tantrums you threw, and the other millions of naughty things you did really stressed me out. I have agonised over many of the decisions I had to make when it came to discipline. I have had many arguments with your dad. But in time we learnt to parent as a team. We still have our differences of opinion but have learned to listen to each other. you are the one who builds us together.. Because of you, our world has changed. The times I was affected the most was when you were sick and was hospitalized for a week.. visits to the doctor, sleepless nights, antibiotics, shots......it really hurts me so bad seeing you in that condition.. I cried several times and would have ask God if He could only transfer all your pain to me and let me handle it. Now I have learnt to take things in my stride and deal with them with a calm mind. The one thing that helped me tremendously through the toughest of times was your smile - that 1000 watt glow made me forget everything and realize it was all worth it. you are the sweetest young man ive ever known who loves to kiss me.. Who will hug me tight when youre happy.. And who will get mad at me when I am crying and will patiently wipe my overflowing tears.. I really love the way you say momma! it sound like music to my ears.. Soon it will be time for preschool. I cant wait to see how would you deal with your first day at school.. all I want for you is to have a lot of fun, enjoy your school work, make good friends and most of all be a good human being. We live our life in phases. When one ends, another begins. Change is constant and life is short. So seize the moment and live life to the fullest, have no regrets. I will always look back to where we all started.. How I wish time would slow down a little bit so I could still have more of your sweet hugs and kisses.. I have learnt so much from you and will continue to do so for the years to come. How to forgive, how to love unconditionally not expecting anything in return, how to be innocent, how to enjoy the small things in life, how to be carefree…. The list is endless.... Thank you! You have made my life worthwhile! God bless you sweetie! I love you always and forever... With you, I am not afraid of anything... 😉 Love u always, Mom
Posted on: Sun, 28 Dec 2014 00:43:47 +0000
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