Im not very good at this but I need to do this for me. I have a problem and I need help, love, and support. Me asking for help does not happen. I dont need anyone to literally help me do anything except be there for me. Ill do the work by myself. I know I need counseling and I am going to get it. I need to tell my story; the truth.. I let a lot of people bring me down, even a pedifile that hurt me mentally and physically. Even though hes out of my life, he still controls my mind; haunts my dreams.. I cant let the past go. I was lied to and it was all swept under a rug...but tomorrow will be a new day. I will not be scared. I will not lie. I am not embarrassed. I was tricked and warped. Its time to be me. I miss me a lot. Idc if you read this and talk crap cause this isnt for you; its for me. I need to get this out. I need to stop protecting those that hurt me. Those of you that will help me along the way, Im grateful. It will mean more than you would ever think. Ive known how to fix this for a long time. Im a very strong woman. So this is me showing my strength to publicly admit to my wrong doings and the strength to not protect the bad guys. Im sorry to those Ive hurt. The only thing I can do is apologize, hope youll accept it and me, and be the best person I can be. This is me, accepting the truth, accepting my past, accepting my pain, & starting over with a new day; a new beginning.. With love and a peace of mind (literally), Shelly kajer
Posted on: Mon, 27 Jan 2014 02:12:41 +0000
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