Im really feeling it today..the woes and pressures of the world.Wanting more then anything in life to have that peace that surpasses all understanding.That only comes with belief that Christ died for Our sins and then confessing we are sinners amd all fall short and then asking and believing he can not only renew but transform you and that In Itself Is amazing.Finally accept and trust in God, read and believe in his light, which is the words written in the Bible.I know my Heavenly Father and I can remember like yesterday when I surrendered to Him and His desires for my life.And when I allowed myself to be used and loved by Jesus the ways of the world couldnt trick me nor shake me because God protected amd sheltered from it.That doesnt meant I didnt have my good and bad days it just was alot easier to rebound from.I think that constant amount of let down and trust in those I cared for and the frustrations tring to make my world and those I loved around me believe as I did in hope and faith and that its only temporary and God has his ways but dont give up because He will eventually pull through.All the while my life began to spiral out of control and of exhaustion.All my family that spent alot of time together all the joy and laughter that the my kids and cousins shared growing up now one after another we eventually were all seperated.And because I was so thrilled having all my babies around me I raised most of them.Now here it is I am at a crossroads and I know that the pace of the world can be, so demanding and complicated.!And I have an opportunity to start over and there are a few paths I can take and I am finally surrendering again...I have found someone who light shines through Christ and someone who I see knows what it means to follow God but because I rushed into it I am having some self doubt because I would like for this one thing in my life right to just not work out becauseI am not eqipted to have my life broken again.So I am praying and I am going to start reading the Word and asking God to show me the plans he has for me.I believe he can heal us and life can be good again...so PLEASE, I no some days I will be tested but I wont give up on God again because I have already been forgiven.
Posted on: Thu, 08 Jan 2015 21:00:24 +0000
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