Im so sorry about last night mum I shouldnt of took it to this stage,I took it all to far. You just dont understand everything messing with my head about my dad and school,but therefore youll probably think Im using it as an excuse but you wouldnt know I cant even talk to you about my counselling sessions and if there helping or not because its all about my dad,where as I dont feel comfortable talking about my dad to you because o everything thats happened. I didnt mean to. I cant do anything right anymore I constantly feel like we dont get along and I know last night you were fuming with me saying your thinking about sending me to my dads do you know how that makes me feel?it makes me feel guilty and disgusted in myself to feel like Ive pushed you over the top and gone to far! I never mean to make you feel like this mum,honestly you think I do it on purpose but I really dont. We both say things when were angry but thats just it everyone does,I know you probably dont want to speak to me right now but I wanted to say sorry,Im at Naomis and Im safe. At the end if the day your always going to be my mum. My gorgeous queeny,my saggy sausage. But whatever you decide to send me or not just know Ill always love you and Im going to start pulling myself together from this day onwards to sort my life out and cover up all the mess Ive made Im going to make things right and get out the bad stuff starting with Facebook I wont write anymore of these statuses you dont like and Ill remove all the picture that you dont like,I will go through all my friends and deleted the ones I have added randomly and that I dont know personally just to prove you that now is the change Ive been promising your going to be able to trust me now. No more lies,allnighters,sneaking out if Im grounded Ill stay ground Ive realised being grounded helps make and give you the chance to think about what Ive done wrong and think about how I can it different next times no what I can change to avoid those sort of things happening,I love you mum
Posted on: Wed, 26 Mar 2014 10:38:12 +0000
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