Im sorry, I aint perfect...Patience was never a virtue youll find in me.......I try my best but I completely fail..over and over and over and over....Maybe i just aint built that way...I try to change from the dick and ass person that I am...but that is super hard to maintain...everyday i go through the process that only the people closest to me understand....And the ironic thing is you are the ones closest to me... So why cant you understand that I am ME...I love you guys dont get me wrong... Its just that i deal with all my demons everyday...So why cant you give me a break....Youre suppose to understand...not add up to the stress of my everyday existence..Youre suppose to understand how I tick..I get tantrums at times...Deal with it... Any better person would go through this phase with the burdens I carry everyday....So for Crying out loud.......Just back off please.....You guys might be right maybe its indeed the time to go our separate ways.. Maybe will find peace Apart since we cant find that together...It was worth a shot but honestly I dont know how well ever get over this hump....Maybe youre right no matter how hard I try Ill never change..Ill just create a fake image of me...As the saying goes A leopard can never change his spots.....Maybe I am indeed a wolf hiding in a sheeps clothing.....I dont know....I am sorry for what happened but I cant take anything back.. I dont know whether thats just an outburst or if that is what I really feel.. Dont get me wrong I dont like what I did nor what I said...but I wont make excuses either....Whats done is done...I leave the ball in your court and you decide....Good night....
Posted on: Wed, 27 Nov 2013 13:35:22 +0000
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