Im sorry for saying what I said..pretty much for the last year. Im angry..I have a lot of rage. So I drink. Im not a happy person..not at all. So I drink. For the past 15 years Ive ruined pretty much every job or relationship I been in. And as friends and family, Ive accepted on this site..Im pretty sure Ive said things that have offended most of you in one way or another. Im not shy about what I think. But there comes a time when...you have to man up..or shut up. Im going to try and do both. It ...it sucks when you wake up..and have to delete a bunch of crap I thought was the truth. Truth is....I dunno what the truth is. I know I have a drinking issue and I need to get it resolved or Ill die lonely, and hated. Ive been walking that road for a long time..there are no trees..no sunset or happy ending. Just a road that is blurred every night, with hate..regret..anger. Wheres the off ramp? :) I dont want that. I see a lot of you here with family, kids..living the life. Me..I drink heavily every night and find some reason to pick a fight because I dont know who I am. Im not looking for support, or help from anyone. I dug my own hole..Ill climb out of it. To my family I insulted last night..Im sorry. The shame...man..its embarrassing. It sucks. Im going to try and dig deep for the courage to get help..and accept the fact..Im...I like beer..way to much. I really am sorry for what I put people through..and being weak. I know..its a drama post..but I just felt I owed a lot of people a big Sorry.
Posted on: Wed, 12 Mar 2014 01:37:20 +0000
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