Im starting to wonder if what you said to me made any sense. We met and I asked you on a date. You accepted and it was a wonderful time. We laughed and smiled, we have many similarities but equal differences that made the night a worthy night full of discussion. We left that night at your door and I was as happy as can be. The next morning I got a message from you, and I learned that you did not want to continue along that road at this time. You wanted to remain friends. I bowed my head as I read your message and realized you were probably trying to be true to yourself. I realized that if I was in the same situation, and I realized there was something that I saw that could cause later problems, I would deal with it first instead of rushing into something that could be doomed from the beginning. I have never pressured women into doing anything they have never wanted. Many people say that I am too nice, and maybe it is my gift and curse. Whatever the case is, I sent back a message stating my understanding of your situation, and I agreed that being friends was the best option at this time. Days went by and I eventually saw you in class. I looked at you, and you caught my gaze. I smiled and nodded my head in acknowledgement, and you did as well. In my mind, things were as fine as they could be. I had avoided any hurt feelings on both sides and we could continue without any drama. Thank God for that.... or so I thought. Weeks go by and I realize that if I say a simple Hi, you dont respond. We previously were having a small conversation about some of the interesting notions talked about in class, and then you suddenly got up and left. No goodbye, nothing. I am not trying to be clingy, far from. But when you said you wanted to be friends, I assumed that that meant a certain level of communication was understandable. Im not asking for you to spend hours on a subject with me in the halls. If you dont want to talk to me ever again, LET ME KNOW. I would rather have that then feel somewhat awkward when you just ditch without saying goodbye. It makes me feel like a creeper, and because of that I will not talk to you any more.... unless that is your mission after all, which in case means you lied to me. Please forgive me if I have said anything or done anything towards you that has caused you to be uncomfortable. I want the truth, even if it hurts me. By: Confused Male Student A.K.A. The Bus Guy (for anyone who remembers my older post)
Posted on: Tue, 22 Oct 2013 04:46:46 +0000
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