Im still not back to myself and certainly not back to normal. Ever since I came back from Vipassana (a 10 days silent meditation retreat - as in 10 hours per day of meditation for 10 days straight) - something shifted, and im not sure what yet. Im off centre. Im off balance. I thought i needed time - so far it didnt help much. Maybe I need more time? Time away, time with people I love, time with myself. Time in nature. I dont know. Well see. Time to reinvent myself. Again. I thought I was done. Ahahahahaha. Evil laughter. You are never done. So Im staying off social media... and email ....and work .. and pretty much everything else ....except for my events and my work with clients - thats the only thing thats didnt change in the midst of all the uncertainty. Work is clear - there is so much I have to give, and giving it freely is the only way. Grateful that with my lifestyle and my work I can just take time to figure out whats next. Im however needing time alone. Friends, be patient with me. It doesnt mean I dont care, it means Im needing time on my own.
Posted on: Mon, 14 Jul 2014 06:29:56 +0000
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