Im trying to stay functional in a dysfunctional life. I feel like when is it my time to shine? Ive been in the dark most of my life. I have a illness that seems uncurable which is low self-esteem. Im tossed to and fro. I dont know which way to go. I am angry and frustrated and sad. Its funny how i talked to a guy after class today and i let him hear my music and he pointed something out. He said he loved my voice and that it was RARE but he said he felt intimidation in my tone of voice as if i lack confidence. It is true my insecurities is also shown in my music. I always felt some type of confidence in my music. Because music is my life and thats what keeps me going. I maybe Leo but Im a cowardly Lion. I always feel like im never good enough. I always get thrown under the bus. People laugh and belittle me. I feel cursed. I guess its true some people were made to live happy and some were made to live a miserable life.
Posted on: Wed, 27 Aug 2014 10:20:45 +0000
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