Imagine : It have been three weeks since harry broke up with me and here I am crying my eyes out while looking at our old pictures. I dont know what happened, why did he do it, we were perfect he was the best boyfriend, he treated me like a princess. But now I am broken i love him so much. But he left, just like any other boy i knew even though he promised me and look were we are now. I wipe my tears and wear my jacket heading out in the cold atmosphere. The streets are kinda empty well sure who would be out in this weather?? except for me the heart broken girl. I dont care though i need fresh air cause if I dont go out of that house that holds alot of happy now painful memories i will blow up. I walk in the park that was once our best place but now it is my best place even if it holds alot of painful memories, it will always be. I sit on the swings and move a bit. I finally let my tears fall as reality takes me in letting me face the harsh truth. He will never be mine again, i will never feel his kisses, his touch. I would never listen to his knock knock jocks again. I would never feel his curles between my fingers as I play with them while he sleeps on my legs. I would never feel as safe as I was again like i used to you when I was in his arms. I would never hear his laugh, or see his dimples poop out. I would never hear him hit on me again. I would never feel his body pressed on mine. I would never look in his green eyes that used and still shine my day. I would wake up to his kisses. He would never hold me in his arms again. I love him i always have, always will even if he ruined me, broke me like glass gets broken . I would always love him because no one will ever forget their first love. And I miss him so much but I will try to move on. I will try to let him go as he did let me go. But not the same way as him. I am gonna let him go because I want him to be happy even if I wasnt the one who plants the smile on his face. I will always be happy for him. *sniffs* this is so emotional i am crying right now. ~Harrys cupcake
Posted on: Sat, 24 Jan 2015 13:49:27 +0000
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