In Deep Thoughts: before I feel asleep my mind was finding it hard to understand the 4th dimension. If there even is such a thing. But if there is such a thing how freaky is that? The thought that there is no end is also way to much for my mind to handle. I cannot handle the thought of non ending anything. In this dimension we are prisoners in a sense whether to our life in all the bounty and even in the indifference and too the turmoils we all experience. But we know deep deep down in the very back of our absolute ancient knowing that we can leave if we want to. We know it, we may fear it but we know it. We know we have that choice to leave. So the thought of being trapped in the 4th dimension with no choice to leave because it is a deeper maze just totally freaks me out...even though I dont full understand it. And since I havent dreamt or remembered my dreams of my daughter Jessica in a few weeks I am worried she is trapped. But her time is different than our time sequence. My 24 hours could very well be only 1 minute to her. The last dream I vividly remember is her showing me that ancient sarcophagus with the 3 females/angels huddled together like football players do on the marble lid. They were protecting a secret. Then reading that otherworldly language on her yellow dress even though I had no idea what it said, my soul knew. She told me she would always find a way to visit me. She keeps playing me songs to wake me up and I will start sharing them. I at least know she is still trying to communicate with me. In this song I been waking to hearing this phrase for the past 5 days: the tears I been crying are for you Ive suffer and Ive seen the light. Your my angel come and save me tonight. Your my angel Your my angel Your my angel. Come and save me tonight Jessica would always post song snippets & phrases on her FB page so I totally believe she is communicating with me as this waking to music songs for the past several weeks is out of my ordinary. Sad thing is I dont know how to save her from wherever she is. Trapped I guess in the 4th dimension. But maybe she wants me to save myself? I am open to question everything I have ever learned and trust my experience(s)
Posted on: Sun, 19 Oct 2014 11:58:17 +0000
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