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In September 2002, I committed suicide....... Yes, I violently slashed at my wrists, ate a bottle of pills and lastly, I sat myself down in an over-flowing tub of Hot Water. I had been on the phone with my Mother, while I was doing all of this...... she called the police after and they had to break my door down to get inside. They found me floating in the tub, filled with my blood and water........ I was dead...... I woke in the ER and they were finishing stitching my wrists and the nurse told me that I was lucky that when the EMTs found me I was dead... and that it was a miracle that they brought me back. This is a VERY difficult thing for me to tell of..... I was NOT born-again at that time and would not be for several more years........ What I realized, for the VERY FIRST TIME yesterday morning was....... Yahusha Ha Mashyach raised me from the dead..... YES, I will say it again....... HE RAISED ME from the dead..... He refused to let me die in my sins..... What an amazing revelation this was for me.... I cried and cried harder that I have in a long time..... I know, with everything in me...... He has a plan for me.... He loves me..... and He will never let me go. This was not the first time He snatched me from the angel of death.... o nooooo..... as a very young toddler, He has been holding on to me for my entire life....... never letting me go... yet, letting me make ALL the mistakes I made on my part for such a time that He would draw me to Himself........ In December of 2009...... He did just that.... HalaluYah
Posted on: Tue, 09 Dec 2014 13:02:08 +0000

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